things are getting better

alas, i got something to do...desk job! altho i am not really talking much to the pple there...due to lack of common topics, i fared much better today in terms of striking conversations with them. i think the 3.5 months MC at home made me rather a hermit since i am mostly stuck with the pple i know. hahaha. urgh...heard that i have to go for an RP course later this month. i thought i cna downgrade lor...but i think i will. so i think the rp course will be like kind of wasted sia. the BSO was not bad la...but he reminded me of the accessor, 2nd LT J SEAH i had during the 1st day of sit test...urgh bad memories. but ya, my boot is killing my foot!!! it presses against on of the feet bone so now it hurts like siao...even when i am not standing. it feels as tho got one bulge in the bone waiting to explode at every surge of pain that i feel...sucky...