aimless
yah...that's how i feel now. it's now like nearing 1 in the morning and i am thinking about those depressing stuff which i shouldn't be thinking abt. but, how should i live my life...my life is sooo stagnant. same goes for my social life. urgh, not that i want to procrastinate or what, but it's so hard to find good frens these days. it's like...for me at least...you dunno if u should trust this person or that person cuz...urgh...i dunno how to put it all up here, in words that is. nvm, maybe i have taken the wrong route in the past. well, in anycase, it's too late now. i'll go pop a polaramine, perhaps that will knock me to sleep fast(prevents my mind from drifting into thoughts again).
my first white hair was discovered today. that's bad...